Sunday, July 13, 2014

My Sons

You started as a dream,
Then to my womb you grew.
The next thing I knew, you moved,
womb and heart became one.
I live for you and all you'll become.
Intertwined from beginning to end.
Now, here you are in the flesh,
A little being of your own.
I watch you.
I watch you as you sleep, 
Yours is the soundest,
With even, deep breathing.
Your innocence cradled in a blankie,
Hand interlocked with lovey,
Dreaming dreams of Sesame Street, butterflies, and slides.
You are my most precious things.
I watch you.
I watch you as you play,
Discovering things I've long since known,
Yet, in a way all your own.
You see it through eyes, ears, and imagination untainted.
Goodness in your every fiber.
You are purity in its truest form.
For you, I act the fool.
Because of you, I stay humbled.
Singing songs, making silly faces, jumping high, and dancing low,
Blowing kisses and rolling hugs, far from cool.

The years roll by faster than I expect.
It's some kind of insane test!
Good days and bad, put on a scale,
this isn't your average math.
Surprisingly, the rewards and joy outweigh the rest.
 
Now, thinking of only your future and hoping life starts to move in slow-mo
You are the core of my life.
I try never to look back to before...
My love for you is the kind that makes wars 
So fierce and extreme.
A love like none I've ever known.
My heart and soul are swollen with emotion.
I'd die for you, and kill for you in less than a blink of the eye.
You are the reason I was born, my mind is blown.
You give purpose new meaning, 
So this life, my life is aglow.

The umbilical cord never really cut.
Impossible to articulate or define,
This thing called motherhood.
For you, I'd give everything else up.
Make sealed deals with the devil if need be.
Bleed dry with nothing but love in my eyes.
You and your brother pluck the strings of my heart 
--until I take my final breath.

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